Saturday, January 31
had trng at delta today
the whole sec4 team was late !
haha was practically running to delta pitch so tht we would be faster than jude.
had match for an hour or so then chai, chow, lingyi and me headed to town
wanted to search for all our adidas products to get discount !
chai went to try the shoes tht she wanted to buy
but..
it was way too big for her !
haha and it was already the smallest size there
so not fated to buy can
cos i could wear it.. hahaha
walked ard then went scotts to eat
chai left so chow lingyi and me went to watch chingay !
and lingyi doesnt know what is chingay at all !!
even joyce who's not singaporean knows man
damn diu lian..
so anyways chow and me so excited abt the whole thing
and lingyi was chao bored mans
yeps so headed home aft tht
trng early in the morn tmrw.. :(
if you leave, don't leave now
please don't take my heart away
promise me just one more night
then we'll go our seperate ways
we always had time on our side
now it's fading fast
every second, every moment
we've got to, we've gotta make it last
i touch you once, i touch you twice
i wont let go at any price
i need you now like i needed you then
you always said we'd still be friends someday
if you leave i wont cry
i won't waste a single day
but if you leave, no don't look back
i'll be running the other way
seven years went under the bridge
our time was standing still
heaven knows what happens now you've gotta
you've gotta say you will
i touch you once, i touch you twice
i wont let go at any price
i need you now like i needed you then
you always said we'd still be friends
howdy ho! 1:26 AM
Wednesday, January 28
some things happen ;
it strains everything..
how am i supposed to know ?
it's tearin' up my heart when i'm with you
and when we are apart i feel it too
and no matter what i do i feel the pain
with or without you
howdy ho! 8:52 PM
Tuesday, January 27
i've been so low
yeah i've been so strung out
can you picture this
i'll take something
it's better than nothing, anything
that you've go to give
i can't let go
i don't want you to know
i've been down so long
could you save me
i'll fight my way
just to hear you say
if i go up in flames
could you save me
the more you whisper
the words keep stinging in my ear
we're never gonna be the same
sunshine fading and black sheets
raining down on me
they cover up everything
howdy ho! 11:17 PM
Monday, January 26
went fei's house to bai nian ytd
was so tired i went to sleep for an hour or so !
maria couldnt come cos apparently she had a so called "stroke"
so anyways fei's dad fetched me home !
thanks thanks :)
i love the weather
it keeps raining and raining..
we'll be miles apart
i'll keep you deep inside
you're always in my heart
a new life to start
i may be leaving but you're always in my heart
i need you now, we're miles apart
i'll keep you deep inside
you're always in my heart
i need you now, we're miles apart
i may be leaving but you're always in my heart
howdy ho! 7:43 PM
Saturday, January 24
tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm and we can make it
here's my heart, i'll let you break it
touched your skin and i can't take it
light will creep in soon
and i still haven't slept a wink
i wish the sun would hide its head
so i could watch you dream some more
i wanna watch you dream some more
i wanna watch you dream some more
i wanna watch you dream some more
i wanna watch you
howdy ho! 1:11 PM
Thursday, January 22
still rotting at home..
haha dont know what time i will be goin to bai nian
cos apparently my sis and my dad are still sleeping..
went town ytd with kerr
walked ard qt quickly cos all the shops were closing early
saw many st nicks pple and alot of my pri sch frns
like evry sjc girl is frm pri sch
haha so anyways went home at ard 5 plus and thn slept till 7 smth
reunion dinner started at 8.30 !!
qt okay lah..my cousin is very cute!
hes very fat like a big ball !
rosy cheeks! very very nice to pinch..
so aft tht walked back to my uncle's hse
went to the basement to watch the cny countdown
his basement frigging cold !!
had to resort to wear a big coat of his tht came all the way down to my knees!
haha thn sudd evryone went upstairs to gamble !
and my k2 cousin knows how to gamble too..
left ard 1230 or so..
ahh off to eat nice nice breakfast !
my favourite !! :))))))
i never knew i had a dream
until that dream was you
when i look into your eyes
the sky's a different blue
cross my heart
i wear no disguise
if i tried, you'd make believe
that you believed my lies
howdy ho! 11:03 AM
Wednesday, January 21
had chi test today
was quite easy actually
wl and me brought our shou ces dwn to assembly
so we were frantically last minute studying..
hahaha so anyways had chem prac later
and i broke another test tube
i hate chem pracs man
esp when we have to do heating..
ekky aka thomas asked me to help him do some logo thing
and wl and ck were so bored they helped me draw !
haha my sis said wl's logo was nice..
im so awake now cos i just slept..
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
>> why can't i ; liz phair
howdy ho! 1:48 AM
Sunday, January 18
do you know where you go when you give it all away
i'll be there for you, care for you
love you everyday oh baby
and do you feel the same for me?
everyday you're away
and i feel a little low
i would cry for you, die for you
just to let you know oh baby
and if you come to me you know i'll make it right
howdy ho! 3:42 PM
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howdy ho! 3:29 PM
just reached home from connie's bbq
did nothing but eat all the way
as usual, cos i dont know how to bbq ?
went town with my sis first then met chai and xinyi to shop for connie's present
then went all the way to pasir ris to buy drinks and tongs
on the way to pasir ris, xinyi made a terrible mistake agn !
she was like asking chai what she wld be wearing for grad night
and sudd she went " are you gonna be topless ? "
i think she meant whether chai was gonna wear those tube dress or what lah
but she thought they were referred to as "topless"
and its like a totally different meaning can !
then even after explaining to her she still went " yah loh topless topless "
hahaha silly girl..
then chow damn poorthing !!
she is damn damn blur !
i tell her look to the sea and walk to the left then can get to bbq pit A
she go walk to the right and she walked too bbq pit 28 !!
then after calling for FIVE times, chai and i decided to go fetch her
after much walking, finally saw her walking towards us
she was damn cold can !!
her hands all like ice like that
and then she was crying !
hahaha she scared till cry mans
cos she said down there damn dark, got nobody and no lights
haha poorthing mans
then she kept denyin that she never cry
is cos got dust in her eyes
haha YAH RIGHT
she so funnie mans
left at ard 10 plus
the bus took soo long to come we missed the mrt by 5 mins!
then had to run all the way to catch bus 81 cos it was the last bus
can die mans ! morn trng then at night run agn..
shall go bathe now and study
sleep early to wake up for oh so early tuition tmrw :(
wanted to develop the photos tday
BUT..
smart me brought the whole photo album EXCEPT for the negatives
no wonder chow says " wo shi shi jie shang zui ben de ren "
ahaha oh wells. shall go tmrw IF im not feeling lazy
oh yah saw mr koh on friday !
he squashed my face !!
ahh miss him alot mans!
he's coming back on monday !! so happy :)
you turn to me, i see your eyes.
and somehow they cease to shine, you smile at me yet i can see.
you don't think we can make it
you see the light die in my eyes.
coz i'm scared to lose you,
i wish you would try.
howdy ho! 1:03 AM
Thursday, January 15
im so rushed off my feet, (oh-oh)
looking for Gorden street,
so much i need to say,
im sorry that its on her wedding day...
coz shes so right for me, (oh-oh)
her daddy disagrees,
he's always hated me,
coz i never got, a j-o-b...
coz shes mine,
and im glad i crashed the wedding,
its better than regretting,
i could have been a loser kid
and ran away and hid
but its the best thing i ever did.
coz its true love that lasts forever
and now we're back together
as if he never met her
so looking back,
im glad i crashed the wedding...
the neighbours spread the word (damn),
my mom cried when she heard,
i stole my girl away,
from everybody gathered there that day.
so please stop being
mad at me for taking her away, coz
anyway she didnt want to stay.
so please believe me when i say
shes glad i crashed the wedding
its better than regretting...
the ring she got was lame
she couldnt take the pain,
she didnt want a silly second name
coz true love lasts forever,
and now we're back together
you might as well forget her,
and walk away
cute song :)
howdy ho! 3:35 PM
Tuesday, January 13
had chi and chem test tday
ck, wl and i didnt read the hong lou meng at all !!
haha and it was amazing tht we could still fill in the blanks and ans the structured questions.
was a major copy and split the work session
quite funnie actually
was laughing throughout the whole test
then had chem test
as usual.. chem is always a mystery to me
i never know how to answer the ques fully and do abit here and there ?
oh wells is over and done with.
so anyways had trng and was damn pathetik !
cos only four sec4s turned up
the rest were like mugging for their a maths retest
and on top of tht the sun was bloody hot !
like really burning into your skin ?
but it was a damn funnie trng
cos first cheryl suddenly had leg cramps and she was like stuck to the pitch !
cannot move at all ?
and she kept wailing, whining like gonna give birth like that
then later diana was running with the ball, gonna score goal already
then she suddenly fell and cried ?!
like instantaneously !!
cos she had leg cramps also !
hahaha and she was also stuck to the hockey pitch
dammit funnie mans
oh yaa theres this really stupid song by 5566
sorrie to all 5566 fans out there lah
its called " boyfriend "
and the chorus goes like this
i know you've got a boyfriend, another man,
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you dont know how much i wished that i was your boyfriend,
that other guy
the only one whos allowed in your room to let in your arms at night
now you dont know how much i wished i was your boyfriend
the lyrics are totally off can !
its actually very funnie if u see the mtv.
off to study physics
i hope i pass :|
howdy ho! 9:07 PM
Monday, January 12
chanced upon smth and i guess im right afterall !
haha my sixth sense is dammit accurate mans
anyways its amazing to see the number of pple having blogs/diaries nowadays
interesting..
is it just me or is it purely coincidental ?
hmmms
anyways my sis downloaded this song tht is pretty nice
FOR ONCE
not one of those dreary old songs for old pple
just one night
i like to spend with you
so much that i could do
to make you happy
i won't write a song for you
and think about your smile
but if you were here
i'll make it worth the while
but i guess you'll never know how much i really love you so
cos i'm just to shy to even let you know
i wanna be there with you each and every night
instead of always having you on my mind
i wanna be there with you when the sun goes down
and be there right beside you when you turn around
to prove that i can love you for the rest of your life
baby all i need from you is just one night
just one night with you..
howdy ho! 3:31 PM
Sunday, January 11
wont be coming online till friday cos i have chem and phys tests
the whole of sec3 work can !
considering the fact tht i failed physics.. :|
wo3 hui4 fa1 zhe4 dai1 ran2 hou4 wang4 ji4 ni3
jie1 zhe4 jin2 jin2 bi4 shang4 yan3
xiang1 zhe4 na4 yi1 tian1 hui4 you3 ren2 dai4 ti4
rang4 wo3 bu2 zai4 xiang3 nian4 ni4
wo3 hui4 fa1 zhe4 dai1 ran2 hou4 wei1 wei1 xiao4
jie1 zhe4 jin2 jin2 bi4 shang4 yan3
you4 xiang3 le4 yi1 bian4 ni3 wen1 rou2 de4 lian3
zai4 wo3 wang4 ji4 zhi1 qian3
for the sake of nigel !!
all the sheng1 diao4 are up !
howdy ho! 4:12 PM
Saturday, January 10
new link ! -> candid
all the spastic photos taken with ck, wl and kerr
okay maybe not kerr lah
hahaha the things we do in class
lessons is more fun sitting in btwn weiling the maths freak and ck who copies notes frantically without stopping :|
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
one of the rare chi songs that i listen to.. :)
howdy ho! 2:33 PM
Friday, January 9
its friday ! woah damn happy though i have to mug like shit during the weekends
studied in sch tday
ck, dora and me
and it was productive alright !!
i did i think 3 chaps of physics homework
quite an achievement..
and my photos are developed already !!
all the way back dating from mr koh's gathering onwards ?
which means those new year, xmas and those after sch photos which i forced pple to take
hahaha alot of damaged fotos
some taken damn badly some like damn candid !
will scan them in when im free
my comp has totally zero pics now mans !
ahhh i can finally see the photos ck uploaded !! :D
in this world today
love is scarce and far away
and your heart gets so afraid
to trust someone
all the times he let you down
there was no love to be found
well it's not the end
there'll be time to mend
and you'll love again
howdy ho! 7:15 PM
Wednesday, January 7
yays !! my comp is FINALLY connected to the internet
yes yes my fault cos i reformatted the comp and the internet driver was gone
all my files are gone now..
my songs, lyrics, photos and many others !!
and that includes like the whole of sec3 hist notes tht i made
fortunately i printed them out already
so anyways
schs rather okay
not really into the mug evryday mood but i shall start soon !!
plus plus all my tuition hwk
one whole stack of papers to do..
how fun !
had tuition ytd and it was like a gossiping session ?
cos there were only four of us
genesis, kenn, chow and me
and then mr chong started to talk abt his army days
where he had to carry 50kg of water !!
and and kenn's dad is a pilot can !!
damn cool !!
never knew he was rich leh !
but he damn slow like must always explain another time then he will understand
hahaha quite funnie lah
had chi lessons early in the morn tday with wang jian
reminds me of the sec2 days when he was also my chi tcher thn
his voice is damn loud but still i never fail to fall asleep !!
he forever dont explain the words and keep readin the passage !!
i don't know doze off how many times already :|
and wl screamed so loudly today cos she hit 160 AT LAST !
after THREE years of waiting
haha she must be damn happy
keep going ard telling pple she grew 1 cm
shall go download all my songs again
haiis ! must search for the lyrics again
damn tedious.. :(
it's a lonely ride on the midnight train
i'm countin' down the days 'til i'm home again
how can i say when my words ever dry
how can i smile with the tear in my eye
summer's so lost with rainin' in June
that's how it feels when i'm missin' you
howdy ho! 3:20 PM
Thursday, January 1
cos no one's there to pick me up x
firstly, happy new year !
time now is 3.13 am and i just bathed cos i just reached home not long ago
anyways went to my aunts house for dinner
pretty much the same old thing
alot of talkin and eating and ice cream !
like all other occasions..
then leonard drove my sis and i to ps
sis went to meet her friends
and i met ck, wl at the pool place
so we sorta countdown there ?
haha abit pathetik lahh
left there at ard one plus so we decided to walk to cine
and dammit lah !
was a huge mistake
cos the pavements were filled with damn many indians can !!
a sea of black !!!
and they started spraying and spraying all those smelly foam shit
which was damn disgusting
so we kept like escaping them
stopped by at cine and there was this dance thingy going on at the basement
was damn foggy !
pple there were dancing..
then met yuan loong there too !
haha ask him to take photo of us again
it seems like i've been bringing my camera everywhere i go
left there and walked to wheelock
kana sprayed like shit
wl dammit poorthing
cos she wanna hide then she went to this telephone booth and hid there
and then this grp of guys came and said
" duo zai na bian mei you yong de ! "
and so they started spraying her like mad
till she was covered until cant see her face mans !
took a cab home while ck and wl waited for ck's sis ?
cos wl decided to stayover at ck's house
and the cab driver thought i was working lah !
he said " just now never work ah "
so obviously i said no
then aft he asked " hmm so u poly ? "
and i said " umm this yr sec 4 only "
then he like so shocked
" sec four only ?! "
wah biangs
i dont look that old can !!
even my cousin asked me how old i am !!
this is damn saddening :(
okay then i realised i didnt bring my keys
so i knocked and knocked, no response
and i thought my mum was a light sleeper !!
then i called my house and she woke up cos the ringing of the phone was damn loud
so now im back home free from indians !
mans they suck lah
they should just stay in little india and stop spraying people just because we aren't as black as them !!
there's a time and place, for everything.
there's a reason why, certain people meet.
there's a destination, for everyone.
what's the explanation, when we're done?
all the summer nights spent wondering;
so many questions asked, but no one's answering.
would it be okay if i left today?
took my chances on what you said was wrong?
howdy ho! 3:23 AM