Thursday, May 27
the past keeps haunting me
today was dammit funny.
had fire drill evacuation exercise in the morn and then evryone was at the hockey pitch..
so was damn bored, CK took out her 5 cent coin and started playing the put-the-coin-in-dimple game.
from 5 cents to 20 cents, then to a dollar and finally 50 cents !
then CK, wl, claire keep askin pple to see like as though it was some free show.
even showed it to zhang lao shi !! ahaha
okay tht sums up the day.
the other part is tht i had an amazing discovery abt someone..
another day ; mest
another day gone by
and still no reason why
you say goodbye but then you cry
a million miles apart we lie
i opened every door to you
i put all my trust in you
you took advantage of it why?
was every word you said a lie?
it's just another day, that didn't go my way
it's just another day
cause times change, your mind's rearranged
you walked away cause you started feeling strange
you knew from the start that this wasn't for you
but your feelings can't control, the things that you do
that you do
i sit in here with all this fear
empty thoughts and a blank stare
trying to find, a reason why
the ones you trust, are the ones that lie
and was i wrong, for trusting you
you said you just don't know what to do
when you're with him, you think of me
cause change means losing security
it's just another day, that you're living life this way
it's just another day
cause times change, your mind's rearranged
you walked away cause you started feeling strange
you knew from the start that this wasn't for you
but your feelings can't control, the things that you do
that you do
you say there's too much past with him
you can't throw it all away
but the past is all you have with him
history means security
that's what i say, it's just another day
howdy ho! 3:58 PM
Tuesday, May 25
x feelings can't control the things that you do x
make up lessons, prac and chi test for the whole of nxt wk..
stacks of maths papers plus other hwk tht we havent received yet.
yipes. starting to do up my timetable on excel now.
i hope i carry it out !
there's really not much time to study after one more extra wk of sch during the hols..
ppr was worse than term one.
much much worse :(
on a much lighter note, i downloaded nice songs by mest !
ahhhs i think the lyrics are pretty meaningful :)
2000 miles ; mest
did i miss your call again?
no, you never called it was a thought inside my head.
did i take the fall again?
i shoulda payed attention to all the words you said.
cause i lost today.
i'm not okay.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
i check my caller id.
now there's every number but the one i want to see.
i've been falling apart.
since you've been gone.
i don't know where i need to start.
cause i lost today.
i'm not okay.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
away she is.
i can't live like this.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
if i told you that i love you would it matter at all?
if i told you that i need you would you catch me if i fall?
fall. cause i lost today.
i'm not okay.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
away she is.
i can't live like this.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
reminisce...
howdy ho! 10:29 PM
Sunday, May 23
i don't wanna know ; new found glory
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait til we meet again
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while im out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night
howdy ho! 3:34 AM
Saturday, May 22
x you confuse everything close to you x
friday ;
ahh i dont know what came over me today.
i was SUPER tired, like really really though i slept 5 hours the day before.
i was almost sleepin throughout the whole day, my eyes cant seem to function.
yipes. went town with kerr and wl, was dying of cos.
haha we were like rotting in coffeebean and i was like trying so hard to understand the poison pill IQ ques tht wl told us.
after one hour, i still didnt get it.
wl said i left my brains at home. hahahas.
then walked all the wayy to fareast cos wanted to get kerr to pluck her eyebrows !!
and we walked the whole of fareast soo many times just to find the shop !
wl got hers pluck for free cos the woman said her eyebrows were "funny and weird"
hahaha was qt hilarious lah.
so tht sums up my oh-so-sleepy day, all other details left out just simply means tht i slept through them. hahah
howdy ho! 12:03 AM
Thursday, May 20
x my special friend (: x
tests are over for the week and the next !
words cant explain my overwhelming happiness within me :)
was like super funny during recess today.
kerr, wl and i bought our food alr, so we went to find a seat.
then we sat down and then started eating.
the sheena came and walked past us 5 mins later and she totally didnt see us at all !!
and then she walked back and passed us again, and she still didnt notice us when our table was just right beside the aisle ?!
was like laughing like mad already.
and the worst part is tht cos it so happened tht there was this empty table behind us, so she happily sat there while she took out her phone to call me !!
and i was just sitting less than a metre away from her !
was dammit hilarious.
the climax is tht this typical scenario tht clearly depicts sheena's blindness, has happened three times alr !
can anyone believe it ? hahaha funny girl :)
weiz and sheena brought both their cams today and we went on phototaking frenzy.. crazy us :|
shop shop shop soon !! :)
howdy ho! 11:56 PM
Sunday, May 16
x sweet sixteen on the sixteenth x
happy birthday to me and of cos many others who have the same bday as me esp my twin ! :)
sounds ego but anyways i feel so old now.
not a very good feeling to grow up so quickly..
soon enough i'll be so old i'll see wrinkles popping up on my face :(
had bbq ytd was kinda alright, cept for the fact tht it rained like nobody's business and the bbq was kinda wet and stuff.
but still had qt much fun because of the company :)
thanks so much for all those who went.
meant alot to me :)
esp CK who kindly forsaken her concert to go to the bbq, kerr and sheena who founght the cold and the rain, those who skipped studying to come down and also those 'surprise' guests..
hahas was quite shocked but yah pleasant surprise nonetheless :)
thanks for the many many happy birthday messages - for all those that remembered :)
thanks for staying up with me till twelve to countdown to my birthday :)) you know who you are.. hahas.
last but not least thanks so much for my twin who painstakingly planned the party like way before time and ordering all the food, cake and the huge party bloopers that was so friggin hugeee !!
hahas yups thats about it..
and now for the climax of my birthday...
i am gonna study for my chi and a maths until midnight today !
mans i sound like a huge nerd but yea at least i feel a little enthusiastic about studying. gee :|
laters ! :)
howdy ho! 1:39 PM
Saturday, May 15
x you remind me of the times when
i knew who i was x
physics test is over at last !
twas pretty okay..
had a nice nice bday cake ytd !
didnt look very pro but tasted good. hahas thank youus :)))
finished typing my "compo", two pages long !
i think its quite crappy but i hope my efforts won't go down the drain..
two more weeks till sch ends and then is intensive mugging.
nothing much happened really, PE was dammit hilarious with all the mud and playing in the rain. ewwws.
oh wells. off to buy stuff ! :)
until the day i die
i'll spill my heart for you, for you
until the day i die
i'll spill my heart for you
as years go by
i race the clock with you
but if you died right now
you know that i'd die too
i'd die too
; until the day i die / story of the year
howdy ho! 11:53 AM
Tuesday, May 11
at last im done with my blog !
hahas new template, just shifted the boxes here and there..
can anyone see the pic ??
oh wells. shall go study my physics now.
my term's L1R5 is gonna be so bad.. :(
i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
pretty nice lyrics..
howdy ho! 3:44 PM
Sunday, May 9
x you mean something to me x
havent been bloggin lately..
been sucha busy week.
had napfa on thurs !
was so shocked by my standin broad jump..
i got a B in my entire lifee.
yays.. no more napfa to worry anymore till nxt yr ! :)))
went to watch van helsing on fri !
was damn freaky, pity my weak heart.
evry other minute some dracula will come flying with scary teeth or some weirdo will transform into a werewolf !
how freaky is that..
went to the supreme court on sat,
was kinda interesting lah.
thought it wld super boring but was qt a nice experience
thn took a class photo outside supreme court..
almost the whole class walked to suntec.
damn attract attention mans..
hahas the whole lot of us (35 pple) went crystal jade to eat !
somehow felt tht our class wasnt as united as last yr..
oh wells. then headed home and had a 4 hour long nap !!
haha gosh i didnt know i was tht shagged..
acks. tuition early early tmrws.. :(
i may have left,
but that doesn't mean i have forgotten.
time may past me by but memories last forever..
howdy ho! 1:38 AM
Monday, May 3
there's a piece of you that's here with me
it's everywhere i go, it's everything i see
when i sleep, i dream and it gets me by
i can make believe that you're here tonight
that you're here tonight
if i could find you now things would get better
we could leave this town and run forever
i know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
let your waves crash down on me and take me away
i remember the look in your eyes
when i told you that this was goodbye
you were begging me not tonight
not here, not now
we're looking up at the same night sky
and keep pretending the sun will not rise
be together for one more night
somewhere, somehow
howdy ho! 4:00 PM
Saturday, May 1
x thunder & rain x
my comp is still not repaired so all my stuff are gone including my pages and pages long of lyrics. ugh
this sucks.
so anyways havent been updating much lately cos my comp is so useless..
went to PSA on thurs !
its like damn cheap thrill mans
thought there were like alot of programmes awaiting us but..
we only sat the boat and toured round the island then we went back to sch ?!
was like one and a half hrs before time !
and and flor dropped her CK wallet in the sea..
manns. then like she sudd shouted thts my wallet !!
and the whole class climbed over railings just to witness it..
damn hilarious
we were posing stupid pics on the boat..
like those models in some fashion mags
super lame..
went to cut my hair with wl aft tht cos she needed to buy her tao qi xiao dunno what comic.. haha
i think its kinda funny mans..
not much diff cept tht my fringe is a teeny bit shorter. hahas.
changed places on fri.
had to draw lots to determine where we were sitting..
and then SHE had this meeting with the monitors to REVIEW the seats..
was kinda pissed. i mean like if she wanted to review the seats and shift evrybody then whye in the first place ask us to draw lots !
she can just like fix the seats for us right.
make me get so happy for nth..
was act. sittin bside chun and jacq with cecs and lydia in front.
but heard tht she was scared tht chun lydia and i talk too much.
mans then shifted me all the way back and i sit at the back def sleep one then i protested to like sit nearer to the front.
im not unhappy with the person im sittin with but just so ugh abt the arrangement
she like friggin changed the places of evrybody !!
ahh cant be bothered much at least im sitting beside doris !
napfa is nxt wk and i still cant jump :|
gonna go repair my phone soon !
laters :)
howdy ho! 1:40 PM