suede ;

Sunday, June 27

don't tell me ; avril lavigne
you held my hand and walked me home, i know
while you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
you wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
guys are so hard to trust
did i not tell you that i'm not like that girl?
the one who gives it all away

did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this time?
did you think that it was somethin i was gonna do and cry?
don't try to tell me what to do,
dont try to tell me what to say,
you're better off that way

don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
will get you in my pants i'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
i'm gonna ask you to stop, thought i liked you a lot, but i'm really upset
get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what i said
did i not tell you that i'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

this guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up i've done no wrong
any thoughts of you and me have gone away

better off that way
i'm better off alone anyway

howdy ho! 4:40 PM

everyone seems to enjoying the life
they are leading
no more funny stuff in hist tbk :( whyee ??
a day more to school, neverending tests and orange bowl.
i need to cut my hair, but im not fated to do so :(
how can france lose to greece ! yucks yucks yucks.
bookies must have earned countless of cash this time.

my sis is back frm myanmar, apparently everyone had diarrhoea there cept for her.
strong and mighty :)
but she had the runs when she got home and shes sleeping like shes never slept before..
haha of cos, she hasnt been sleeping in her bed for two whole weeks..
her clothes are muddy-fied, yucks :|

bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia
yi zhi zao xun
na xiang nian de shen ying

reliving jay chou, what has become of him ?
he looks kinda weird now :|

howdy ho! 1:40 AM

Friday, June 25

i just realised smth amazing abt the hist elective txt bk.
i read till chap 8.2 and i saw the pic on PAGE 182, with a caption tht says 'youths waving the little red book' and then the middle of the pic got this woman and she looks like...

ella !! from S.H.E !!

and thts not all.
on the very same page, it states tht Mao's wife is Jiang Qing, and if you put in the soundy thingy, wouldnt it sound like Jiang4 Qing1 ? soya saucee ??

ahahaha im so bored.
hist tbk should have more of these pics and names to keep me entertained :)

howdy ho! 1:37 AM

Wednesday, June 23

drawing board ; mest
i can recall only this one time
this kind of control the girl had on my mind
i fall deep, i can't get out
i've never acted this way before

i spent days and nights in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
back to the drawing board
with the words you've heard a million times before

feeling alone, and she's on my mind
try to erase all the pain from that time
she's breaking up, and i'm breaking down
now i'm headed out of this fucked up town

so love me, so i can be myself again
now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
i'm trying, to break away this ball and chain
now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
things seem normal in my head

i spent days and nights in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
i spent days and nights in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
back to the drawing board
with the words you've heard a million times before
in your head i am dead

howdy ho! 12:18 AM

Monday, June 21

we're going round in circles
schs starting in a weeks time. yipes :|
i wonder how come things cant be left as they are,
always having smth to happen to provoke it and it starts over again.
the viscious cycle..

i just don't like things to be deleted,
feel so empty :| bahhs

until the rainbow burns the stars out of the sky
until the ocean covers every mountain high
until the dolphins fly and parrots live at sea
until we dream of life and life becomes a dream

until the day is night and night becomes the day
until the trees and seas just up and fly away
until the day that eight times eight times eight is four
until the day that it's the day that i'm no more

did you know that true love asks for nothing
her acceptance is the way we pay
did you know that life has given love a guarentee
to last through forever
another day

as around the sun the earth knows she's revolving
and the rosebuds know to bloom in early May
now i know deep in my mind
the love of me i left behind
that i'll be lovin' you always

as / george michael

howdy ho! 12:25 AM

Thursday, June 17

hahaha this is how hilarious.
i couldnt find the lyrics for 'it's a beautiful day', so i kept playing the song over and over again and typing the lyrics onto Word.
here goes..

i woke up early in the morning today,
and took a walk to the mama shop,
and sing this happy song.

and father was waiting at the traffic light,
and the lovely Indian girl she said to me,
what a beautiful day.

and when i ask them for the names,
she told me the name was Lalita and OHHH Lavinia
i took their hands and danced with them around the coconut tree because it was such a beautiful day

such a beautiful day, such a beautiful day
cos the sun is shining
and the women are dancing (x2)

ahh ahh ahh ahhh ahhh ahhhhhhhh

there is no need to be down
there is no need to wear the frown

such a beautiful day, such a beautiful day
cos the sun is shining
and the women are dancing (x7)

OH I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY BEFORE !
THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DAY OF MY LIFE !
LAVINIA, LALITA !!!

this is such a beautiful day !!
lets take a walk to serangoon road,
and i will make u my special curry
and we will have joy and happiness FOREVER !

hahahaha :D

howdy ho! 12:00 AM

Tuesday, June 15

every day lived is a day nearer to death
i like xiao long bao..
cos of the neverending joy of poking the skin then all the soup oozes out..
cheap thrill -pokespokespokes- :)

it's over ; mest

you've been waiting for
you never knew for sure
cause time was goin' by
and never asked you why

when i would talk to you
the words they went right through your head

but i couldn't tell
you were under her spell
she had full control
no one would ever know
how much she didn't care
just like Sonny not Cher
the beat didn't go on

she looked at you and she said to your face
it's over, it's over
she's got a new man and it's time for you
to move over, move over
you're drunk and mad you wish that you
were sober, were sober
cause now you can't get it out of your head
that it's over, that it's over, that it's over

she said she doesn't know
tt's like the Springer show
she said that she loves you
but that she loves him too

so you keep holdin' on
your love for her is strong
until she says so long
and you did nothin' wrong

but this keeps happening
time and time again
you're thinkin' to yourself
she was your only friend

but you're so fucking wrong
that chick's so fucking lame
you realize they're all the same

tell them lies and they will believe you
when you're honest they will deceive you
if you love them they will just leave you
but if you play them they will stay with you

cute song :)

howdy ho! 11:35 PM

Sunday, June 13

without my wings i feel so small
havent been updatin for days..
haha am too lazy and there's really nothing happening to blog about.
so anyways the latest news is tht my sis left for myanmar to teach in the morn alr.
her bag was about 6 to 7 kg heavy.
and she managed to stuff 2 wks of clothes, toiletries, cutlery, tissue papers, facial products etc into my sch bag and shoe bag !!
amazing feat !
she stuffed everything in ziplock bags and practically sat on them so tht the air could come out.
so her clothes look super flat !
and she squashed 2 toilet rolls flat !!
looks super funny..

was watching MTV ytd about dogs..
they were helping the dog find a girlfriend !
so cute. they went to the nearby park and allowed him to interact with other dogs.
and this other guy kept frenching with his dog, tongue to tongue.
yucks :|
saw britney spears everytime MTV and i didnt understand.
care to explain ?

howdy ho! 1:11 PM

Tuesday, June 8

Lord You seem so far away
A million miles or more it feels today
And though I haven't lost my faith
I must confess right now
That it's hard for me to pray
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give the grace
With all that's in my heart

I will sing I will praise
Even in my darkest hour
Through the sorrow and the pain
I will sing I will praise
Lift my hands to honor You
Because Your Word is true
I will sing

Lord it's hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans You have for me
But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free
But I don't know what to say
And I don't know where to start
But as You give grace
With all that's in my heart

I will sing
I will sing

Lift my hands to honor You
Because Your Word is true
I will sing

howdy ho! 5:07 PM

Friday, June 4

faded memories
had chem prac today..
was early :)) cos i woke up at 8 am to study. hahahs
so anyways did titration then QA..
titration was alright, then came QA.
first thing i saw was heat strongly, i almost wanna die mans.
had to open the air hole, though its not hot but i was too scared so i used the lighter to poke at it hopin tht it wld close.
ahaha dumb freak.
the first time i didnt heat strong enough but it was damn bloody hot..
imagine standing there with ure hands less than 20 cm away from the flame !!
ohoh and i spilled dilute sulphuric acid on my pinafore, now it has a tinge of pink :) rightttt.
and my sis has a collection of prac tests tht she had and i saw the exact same one in her file !! ughhs.

okay tht sums up my oh-so-boring day deprived of my daily dosage of orange bowl :(

hiding from the rain and snow
trying to forget but i won't let go
looking at a crowded street
listening to my own heart beat

so many people all around the world
tell me where do i find someone like you girl

take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand before i'm old
show me what love is - haven't got a clue
show me that wonders can be true

they say nothing lasts forever
we're only here today
love is now or never
bring me far away

standing on a mountain high
looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
i should go and see some friends
but they don't really comprehend

don't need too much talking without saying anything
all i need is someone who makes me wanna sing

take me to your heart / mltr

howdy ho! 12:55 AM

Tuesday, June 1

i die inside from all i feel
chi paper was alright, cept tht it was sucha slack 'mock test' tht the whole class was so noisy even before the paper ended.
and like there was no teacher at all, questions were leaked out even before the paper started !!
woahh what a 'mock test' it is mans.

anyways the day after tomorrow is really good !!
its so full of pure geog stuff and really leaves you with the feeling tht you're gonna die soon cos its wayy too cold..
its really cool so go catch it ! :)

yet it started once again..
2nd june then 30th may..

eyes open, i'm wide awake
i feel i'm in a coma state
i'll lay here on my back and watch the fan turn

conversations cross my mind, but not that of the speaking kind
tV images repeat there one line

back and forth i toss and turn
it feels like strings are holding up my eyes

i'd kill to fall asleep
i'd kill to fall asleep

i'm putting up a losing fight
i'll never see this end tonight
the thought of just one dream it consumes me

numbers on the clock turn back, my pills are having no effect
the beating of my heart keeps the time going

back and forth i toss and turn
it feels like strings are holding up my eyes

i'd kill to fall asleep
i'd kill to fall asleep

they say that when you sleep your body's at rest
i wouldn't know what sleep felt like if i tried my best
if polaroids and memories can fade away, so can i..

back and forth i toss and turn
it feels like strings are holding up my eyes

i'd kill to fall asleep
i'd kill to fall asleep

i'd kill to fall asleep / new found glory

howdy ho! 2:16 AM