suede ;

Monday, November 29

okays at last i uploaded my photos under school.
oh by the way, i dyed my hair.
erh it looks a little ah lian, so keep the comments to yourself and dont get a shock.
not like its much of a difference in the first place anyway.

howdy ho! 1:41 AM

Saturday, November 27

i forgot to blog abt something funny, or at least i think so.
but its very embarrassing.
here goes, just the other day i was at borders with someone, lets say A (whose name shall not be mentioned), and i picked up this random card and read it.
apparently i didnt understand it so i passed it to A hopefully that he/she can explain it to me.
the card was a joke about a frock by the way.
so yea, A takes the card and reads it, then passes it back to me saying that he/she doesnt understand cos he/she doesnt know what a frock is.

i was so appalled, i went 'how can u not know whats a frock!!!'
then A said loudly, 'yah i really dont know whats a frock what.'

and it was loud enough for the angmoh lady beside me to hear and she suddenly said 'oh a frock is something like a dress ya' and then she chuckled. and she kept chuckling!!

oh my! can u imagine the embarrassment i suffered, like getting taught in public!

ugh.

howdy ho! 2:32 AM

understand the dream is over ; juliana theory

here is my new disposition.
you're about to understand.
our theory is only obvious to the skeptical, and at the bitter end.

you're staring at a white page and the print is plain to see.
now turn the page and read what's written.
it's your history.

do you understand?
the dream is over.
you haven't slept in years.
don't be looking for answers.

you're better following trails.
you're staring at a black screen.
your body starts to tense.
when two plus two is five or less it's time to question common sense.

silence is a secret, a weapon in disguise.
listen to the silence.
open up your eyes.
do you decide what you hear and believe?

tell me who makes your mind up for you.
do you believe what you see to be true?
can you tell me who owns the truth?
who bought the truth?

what is your disposition?
here is my new disposition.
you're about to understand.
our theory is only obvious to the skeptical and at the bitter end.

howdy ho! 1:14 AM

Friday, November 26

at work again, measuring nestings. go figure. i have this bad headache and i feel like im having fever. i feel like puking. ahh cant wait to go home. one more ardous hour.. gosh.

bride and prejudice has no plot at all. just indian pple dancing. hilarious though.

howdy ho! 4:13 PM

Thursday, November 25

in the office now, no ones here though. im keying in hell loads of numbers. oh my gosh. but its an easy job la. do evrything at ure own pace but of course, i am efficient. i think? haha ive worked for 5 hours already, which means 25 bucks.

taxi is hilarious! go watch, sexy bod and hot legs.

howdy ho! 1:23 PM

Wednesday, November 24

catalyst, you insist to pull me down
you contradict the fact that you still want me around
and it's all downhill from here
and its all downhill from here

i'm sorry if i made you cry
i'm sorry if tears fell from your eyes
i'm sorry if i hurt you
for that was not at all what i intended to do

but just remember
for every tear that falls
from your eyes
two tears fall from mine
two tears fall from mine

>> two tears ; hanson

howdy ho! 11:45 PM

Tuesday, November 23

confessions of a shopaholic

currently reading the book above, its quite funny i must admit.
about this woman who keeps buying super expensive and redundant stuff even though shes heavily in debt.
quite addictive, its amazing that i actually read books!

oh yes, ystd when i was in town i saw steven lim, the one on singapore idol.
he's the one that stripped and did this whole gross thing, yes you get the idea.
so anyways, he had this paper stuck to his forehead, which said 'i am steven lim' or smth along that line.
and he walked around town with that on his head and carried other funny stuff to attract attention.
crazy fellow, the things people do for fame.

not forgetting, the things people do to act cool.

past the point of trying, i'm a dying breed.
thank you for reminding me of all the things I've done completely wrong.
stop these looks and letters.
this isn't for the better.
you put me down.

howdy ho! 1:45 AM

Monday, November 22

i lost myself a day ago

okays heres to kerrie!!!
i can't comment on your blog, you're sucha techno dino.
haha okok reply on my gbk alrights.
i am free only on friday actually, BUT im working so i'll be free after 5.30pm
reply soon! miss you guys.

went to town with my sis today, saw cynthia koh.
so shabbily dressed, tshirts and shorts and what have you.
had a very bad dinner, salty somemore.
good in a sense, cos i have such low blood pressure.
i should take more salt.

what else, my parents got baptised today!
so exciting.. i think i need sleep, soon.

you're the words that come out easy,
and i am speechless at best.
your star it seems to shine above the rest.
you're the face before the cameras,
the smile i'd like to earn.

the closest thing to perfect,
in a hollywood to burn.
you're the beauty that is deeper,
than eyes can merely see.

the closest thing to perfect.
but the farthest thing from me.

i'd love to be,
the shoulder that you cry on.
i'd love to be,
the friend you call when things are great.

you're the dream that hasn't ended,
and i'm still anxious for rest.
your words they seem to hang above my head.
you're the bud before the flower,
unfurls into full bloom.
captivating beauty,
but it maybe all too soon.

you're the song that writes a story,
but leaves a lot to read.
the closest thing to perfect,
but the farthest thing from me.

>> the closest thing ; juliana theory

howdy ho! 2:47 AM

Sunday, November 21

you're just made up

happy happy, i like my lifestyle.

sleep, go out, watch tv.

okay, i'll take the chance to improve my very bad english, like start reading books!!

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PAPER NIGEY!

i'm missing your songs.. and my cd!!

and and your ultimate lameness.

if only i had the guts to feel this way,

if only you'd look at me and want to stay,

if only i could take you in my arms and say,

i won't go cause i need you

sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that i'll make this right

cause all i think about is your hands, your face and all these lonely nights

there's a feeling screaming in the back of my head

saying it over and over

i wanna hold you and love you

in my arms and then

i wanna need you cause i need to be with you till the end

then i hear myself reply "she'll never let you in" this time tonight

and we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday

i wanna scream and shout cause rules are never doubt

and all i care about is you and me and us and now

>> if only ; hanson

courtesy of yunS :D

howdy ho! 2:02 PM

disgust

went to the tailors today, altered the dress.
hope it will turn out fine
woke up at 2pm, never slept so much in my life. sleeping is just such a joy, but then again when you die, you would want so much to try not so sleep.
okay i sound suicidal again.

went to cut my hair, or rather thin it.
not much difference, or rather NO difference at all, according to wl and ck.
met up with them to catch the forgotten.
was quite scary, cos of the sudden shocks that you'll get during the movie.
but i bet we were the only ones screaming, weak hearts we have.

alright, i found out some scandalous stuff about claire!
my charming claire.
i'll set up a fanclub for you okay?
i'll be your president, vice president, secretary, treasurer and member.
what a HUGE fanclub. make tshirts with your name on it too! :)

the things people do when they change.

howdy ho! 1:47 AM

Saturday, November 20

hearts are never made of stone,

pain will cut you to the bone

19 days of worry, anxiety, stress, cramming, late nights, lack of sleep, bad complexion, devoid of tv and of course being a country pumpkin cos im so detached from the world.

havent stepped out my house in ages besides going to school or tuition.

arent i glad its over.

i should try to psycho myself NOT to think about my badly done humans, geog especially.

mr koh said that the paper was tough, he thinks there will be moderation.

i hope ri and rg pple make a few careless mistakes to lower the standard.

anyhows, after a math, claire ck and i were counting the probability we would get a1 for english.

and the probability is like negative!!

how demoralising. haha but was damn funny.

today was the best paper of all.

i never felt so good for chem before, like i actually knew how to do the ques.

usually i would be like erhhh writing nonsensical stuff, i feel i made some chem sense today.

it was so funny actually, after the paper was collected, everyone started smiling and laughing to themselves.

like some retards la, hahaha.

then we screamed and stuff, yea you get the idea.

went to watch the incredibles. was quite funny actually.

the way the characters are portrayed.

the two rows of acs guys behind us were SO NOISY.

what can u expect from guys, rowdy people.

i shall sleep till 2pm tmrw.

my sis is going bintan to distribute medicine!

how kind. haha okay off i go.

howdy ho! 1:24 AM

Saturday, November 13

first song for your mixtape

i realised that the difference between a guy and girl is that guys do not remember things that happen a long time ago, whereas girls remember things in the past more clearly than the present. no?

blabbering. ignore me.

mao ze dong, please please come out for Os.

i can't make sense in what i've done,
she starts to cry, she starts to run.
when things aren't bad enough to change,
then things will stay the same...

why can't you see that,
no matter what you do some things won't change?
why can't you see that,
you screwed up once or twice and put me through this pain.
why can't you see that,
i'm trying hard for things to stay the same.

you told the truth,
so things will stay the same..
i'm thinking about you.

>> another heartache ; pug jelly

howdy ho! 7:07 PM

Wednesday, November 10

worse than the fear it's the knife

mcq was alright. not full marks though, the amazing thing was that ck, claire and me managed to recall 38 out of the 40 questions!

super memory huh.

we were all going hysterical finding mr wong to get the question paper, but he said he can't give it to us cos its not 24 hrs after the paper yet.

so we got free chocs from him in the end!

the staff room is full of food, like ms nair's cookies.

ohoh and he knows ck and my name. that's how shocking.

i bet the teachers talk about us.

we realised that our sch teachers have problems with english, like mrs koh who said 'the whole body' i think she was referring to the 'student body' and the vp who said 'good luck GER', how bias. only gave her blessings to one GER. very nice of her huh.

luckily she didnt ask me to cut my hair again.

okay that's about it. i downloaded nice songs :)

here's one..

lost without each other ; hanson

i ran into your best friend today

twelve nights since you ran away

i asked about you and she said, can't say, can't say

i'm feeling lonely and it seems to stay

it's been a while since i felt that way

well, i can tell you there's no room to play this game

all i know is what i'm missing

what i'm missing is your kissing

are you listening

don't go, don't go telling me you're alright

there's no room for getting uptight

don't go saying that you're OK

when you're lonely baby,

don't go telling me we're over

when you know you're my one and only lover

and i won't go saying that we're OK

when we're lost without each other

cause we're lost without each other

i didn't mean to start the last big fight

you never should have hung up that night

all i want to do is make things right

make it right

listen, with all the choices that we chose to make

and all the promises we chose to break

we were busy making big mistakes, yesterday

howdy ho! 4:30 PM

Monday, November 8

laetitia, you destroy me,
so i can't see why i feel so lonely
when you and me could be,
forever perfectly perfect together.
i know.

broken down in my dead bedroom,
stuttering to pictures of you.
i know that you can always see me.
i saw you staring through my TV last night.
so i'll leave the door open all night,
in case you decide you want to stop on by.

because you got to know who's been singing that song on the radio.
the one that goes..
my friends all call me crazy cause i stay up late anticipating,
and planning for the day i sweep you off your feet,
i'd never leave you alone.

laetitia, you got my hand shaking,
i'm begging you oh baby
please stop breaking my heart
because i got the feeling that you and i will never really get it on.

it becomes so much of a habit, its hard to leave.

howdy ho! 8:54 PM

Saturday, November 6

you give me shivers

9 more papers to go.
papers was quite okay, made a few blunders which will cause me alot of marks.
acks but then again, at least its over and done with.
i have absolutely nothing to blog, tuition's a bore.

nigel is going mad, he's blaberring weird stuff, his sentences don't make sense, his words don't link.

must be the stress, stunts growth too i think.
ahh.. no wonder. OKAY OH NO, don't kill me.

howdy ho! 8:20 PM