howdy ho! 12:05 AM
Saturday, September 15
sometimes i wished lost friendships could be revived but people move on and things change, its hard to get back to where we originally started off.. and the most difficult part is you don't know where to start and you fear that they actually don't feel the same about the friendship anymore. and they no longer see a friend in you. that is why sometimes you see each other but pretend not to, cause you're just scared to make the first move.
howdy ho! 11:31 AM
Friday, September 14
you're way too beautiful girl
that's why it'll never work
you'll have me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girls
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal, suicidal
when they say it's over
see it started at the park
used to chill after dark
oh when you took my heart
that's when we fell apart
cause we both thought
that love lasts forever (lasts forever)
they say we're too young
to get ourselves sprung
oh we didn't care
we made it very clear
and they also said
that we couldn't last together (last together)
howdy ho! 2:32 AM
Thursday, September 13
sometimes you wish to be the one that can be relied upon, to be there whenever the need arises, but what if you realise that you can't cause you're just simply not the right one..
do you then try as hard to change so that you can salvage the situation, or do you just accept the fact that maybe its not meant to be afterall..
change is tiring, perhaps the grass is always greener on the other side.
howdy ho! 12:02 AM
Tuesday, September 11
she calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)
she keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)
you keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind
first you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
jenny >> the click five
hold on, cause we know its worth all the pain.
howdy ho! 6:36 PM
Monday, September 10
today i was on the mrt home from boonlay, i was feeling very sleepy after about 5 mins of reading so i started sleeping!!
i was sleeping so soundly that this uncle who was standing up suddenly urged another woman to wake me up just so that he can tell me.
"ni dao zhan le ma?" (have u reached your stop)
and of cos i was damn shocked but i said er "mei you, hai mei you dao" (not yet!)
then he smiled and replied very loudly
"orhhh wo yi wei ni shui dao zhe yang yi jing miss ni the zhan liao"
sorry lor uncle me is a piggZzxZ next time no sleeping, more studying marilyn!!!
howdy ho! 6:49 PM
Saturday, September 8
the fight against time , neverending readings, same shit different day, constant change of plans, ten pm and five am, rarity of replies, silences in between, empty talks over & over again, should i stay or go --
when will all these end?
and you wonder if its actually worth the while..
howdy ho! 11:49 PM
steal my heart and hold my tongue.
i feel my time, my time has come.
let me in, unlock the door.
l've never felt this way before.
the wheels just keep on turning,
the drummer begins to drum,
i don't know which way i'm going,
i don't know which way i've come.
hold my head inside your hands,
i need someone who understands.
i need someone, someone who hears,
for you, i've waited all these years.
for you, i'd wait 'til kingdom come.
until my day, my day is done.
and say you'll come, and set me free,
just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me.
in your tears and in your blood,
in your fire and in your flood,
i hear you laugh, i heard you sing,
"i wouldn't change a single thing."
for you, i'd wait 'til kingdom come,
until my days, my days are done.
say you'll come and set me free,
just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
til kingdom come >> coldplay
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