Sunday, February 29
memory ; sugarcult
this may never start.
we could fall apart.
and i'd be your memory.
lost your sense of fear.
feelings insincere.
can i be your memory ?
so get back, back, back to where we lasted.
just like i imagine.
i could never feel this way.
so get back, back, back to the disaster.
ny heart's beating faster.
holding on to feel the same.
this may never start.
i'll tear us apart.
cannot be your enemy.
losing half a year.
waiting for you here
i'd be your anything.
this may never start.
tearing out my heart.
i'd be your memory.
lost your sense of fear.
(i'd be your memory)
feelings disappear.
can i be your memory ?
my cousin's wearrr-deeeeenggg !! :D
anyhows those of you who have the worm in your comp..
go
here !
courtesy of nigey. thanks :)
howdy ho! 3:50 PM
Saturday, February 28
shall go swimming tmrw i hope.
to tan my very very horrible tanned legs all cos of stupid shin guards..
haha okays adding to tht there is no trng ! :)
don't wanna look back and tell myself what i could have, should have and would have done ;
wanna look back and say this is the two years of my life that i cherish and won't let go,
i hope we don't regret if this is the way you want it to be..
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don't stop looking, you're one step closer
don't stop searching, it's not over
hold on
howdy ho! 1:05 AM
Friday, February 27
x look back & think about yesterday x
havent been blogging cos my comp has just detected a worm
and hence, it starts counting down so tht it can shut down
damn irritating..
tday was really damn slack..
or at least i felt it was
kept doing physics in class..
so many mcqs to do mans !!
so anyways during geog joyce sudd talked abt shit and cowdung and wanling started saying tht pple want to live under the sea..
must be the o level stress mans
so anyways had physics test after recess
and then it was major torture !
cos we had to wait in class for like one and a half hrs to get back our results..
and since wl and i are the last few in our class,
almost like half the class were screaming and jumping like crazy..
damn relieved abt my results
and the best thing is tht the piggos got the same grade !!
so its like umm hexadruple (??) joy?
wu xi lin men !! haha okay whatever..
and and we didnt have trng today !
wasted my time staying in sch and changing mans..
and last but not least..
my cousin's wedding is on sunday !
yay yay yayys :))
really hope evrything will come and go.
easier said than done i know,
but its a fact that there's really little time left,
before we know it we would all be taking our Os and going separate ways..
i keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
howdy ho! 7:21 PM
Saturday, February 21
x would it go the other way ? x
back from trng !
i think chow overslept until she didnt even know she overslept..
chai called her and all the while she kept mumbling and mumbling
tht lazy pig !
so anyways i am damn happy cos i passed my geog !!!
yay yay yayys ! :D
considering the fact tht i slept three pathetikk hours and was cramming all the info during morn jog.
i passed !!
so its time to get motivated and study for the next 3 tests..
i sound a little too enthusiastic..
hahahs. mr chong said chow and i are too slow in solving maths prob sums so we should have lots more practice :((
ytd after trng, the interact pres, which so happens to be alvernia,
was with this grp of guys..
and one of them turned out to be this guy from our tuition class !!
he's dammit gay can
talk and walk like gay
his hands always put in this awkward position..
so coincidental to see him in sch!
considering the fact tht it was the SECOND time we saw him alr
the first was in town..
and and while walking out of sch
sudd heard him talk in his gayish manner
smth like
" i go first ah..dont come and find me "
and the next thing he did was to run ALL the way to the bustop hoping to catch the bus,
BUT too bad he did not.
was a chao funny sight mans
i feel so malu for him..
haha okay i will stop talkin abt him else i will get retribution or smth mans
off to bathe.. :)
without you ; dixie chicks
i've sure enjoyed the rain
but i'm looking forward to the sun
you have to feel the pain
when you lose the love you gave someone
i thought by now the time
would take away these lonely tears
i hope you're doing fine all alone,
but where do i go from here 'cause
without you i'm not okay
and without you
i've lost my way
my heart's stuck
in second place
without you
well i never thought i'd be
lying here without you by my side
it seems unreal to me that
the life you promised was a lie
you made it look so easy
making love into memories
i guess you got what you wanted
howdy ho! 1:37 PM
Wednesday, February 18
why when you see me
you pretend i'm not there
but when i see your eyes
somehow you seem to care
unbelievable, inconceivable
need to know if we're going anywhere
howdy ho! 9:41 PM
would you care even if i told you ?
back from match..
we lost stc 3-0
hmms have to win crescent else we wont get top 4 agn..
oh wells. had chem test today
woke up at like 230 am to study for it
i hope i pass mans
seriously dont wanna fail my sciences agn
wl is right mans..
we hardly have anytime to blog already
left only eng test tmrw and im free for the week !
umm which is like only a pathetikk day..
lost in time, lost for words ;
i hope it won't go away..
in the beginning it was one special occasion,
now when i talk to him his mind is on vacation
howdy ho! 9:35 PM
Sunday, February 15
saturday ;
saw a hell load of pple ytd
went out with kerr and wl..
spent a damn long time queuing up to take neos.
woah friggin long queue
saw alot of pri sch frns..
don't know many of their names
but anyways, they all stared as me as though im some weird freak
and like wanna stare also never stare secretly
keep lookin like as though im blind like that..
ahh but was qt happy cos i saw maria, jenn!
saw jazreen and nigel too..
watched the house of sand and fog at 930 at lido
they never check ic!!
went to try out luck at ps but can't get the tickets
kerr went hme first leavin me and wl
wl kept worrying tht she cldnt get in
the show quite anti climax actually
cos i could even predict what the actors are gonna say and whats gonna happen..
all thanks to ck and ms nair for repeatin the story dont know hw many times..
feel quite guilty about some stuff
hope things turn out for the better :)
the trouble with love is
it can tear you up inside
make your heart believe a lie
gets stronger then your pride
the trouble with love is
it doesn't care how fast you fall
and you can't refuse the call
see you've got no say at all
howdy ho! 10:52 PM
Saturday, February 14
sometimes ; blink 182
oh, how i wish that they would last
moments of peace that just slip through me so fast
just when i think that they are gonna stay
everything inside me just starts fading away
sometimes it seems like all i hope for
just gets thrown down on the floor
and then it seems like you don't love me anymore
sometimes i wish that i could run away
sometimes i wish i just had something to say
she looks at me and doesn't know the words to say
but it's not you, i just don't feel quite right today
all these things i say and do were never planned
but how the fuck am i supposed to make you understand that
sometimes it seems like all i hope for
just gets thrown down on the floor
and then it seems like you don't love me anymore
sometimes i wish that i could run away
sometimes i wish i just had something to say
howdy ho! 1:59 PM
Friday, February 13
x its not as simple as you think it is x
friday the thirteenth..
experienced bad luck first thing in the morning
the 265 stopped outside the sch at 7.27 for the second time!
ugh. damn irritated cos im only a mere two mins late..
ahh but anyways today was quite fun !
had alot of goodies as usual..
chocs, sweets, cookies, marshmallows.
surprisingly, no one gave flowers this yr..
ms nair gave spent a whole 20 mins to tell the class abt what the house of sand and fog was all about.
so i know what's gonna happen even before watching it !
ughh. but still gonna catch it tmrw! :))
after sch, the hockey team had a talk with ms lim
as usual.. all abt our goals, attitude, effort and goalkeeper
yaya the same old stuff
trng was quite fun actually cos there was no sun at all !
got our hockey skirts..
much much better than the previous yr
tournament's in a few days time..
when i say i won't leave,
it doesn't mean i will stay forever,
don't blame me if i walk away..
such an irony..
ru guo you yi tian wo li ni yao yuan
bu neng zai he ni xiang yuan
ni shi fou hui fa jue wo yi jing shuo zai jian..
howdy ho! 9:09 PM
i know i shouldn't compare,
but its hard
cos you're hardly anywhere near it..
and its worse to see that its not getting any better.
it's not worth mentioning,
but yet i can't pretend how i'm feeling..
howdy ho! 2:12 AM
Wednesday, February 11
it seems i've forgotten what i need to know
i feel i'm wasting time at night when i sleep
someone so shallow that's in so deep
so i patch the holes that yet haven't appeared
completely blinded but things are so clear..
..give me peace of mind and i'll be on my way
i was born into this world and i don't know why
so all i'm doing's passing time before i die
howdy ho! 5:21 AM
Sunday, February 8
forgot to blog abt ytd..
i was in the toilet and there was this woman inside
and then she sudd talked to me and asked,
"ni mei you qu clubbing ah"
then i said
"umm wo bu ke yi jing qu ma. wo hai mei you dao shi liu sui ah"
then she was like
"huh? ni zhe me young ah. kan bu chu lai hor. orh okay loh ni qu enjoy yourself lah"
yet another incident of not looking like my age :(
i will be there whenever you call me
didn't i say i love you
i will be there to keep your tears from falling
didn't i say i do
time may change some things
but you and me will always last forever
dreams may come and go but we, we know
will always be together
i will be there no matter what the reason
didn't i say i love you
i will be there and i will never leave you
didn't i say i do
don't question what i do;
is this my life or yours ?
howdy ho! 8:30 PM
Saturday, February 7
went to my sis's blog and saw this interpretation thing
so if u want to do it go here
the last sentence is not true !!
here are the results..
1. You are attracted to those who are warm and obedience.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.
8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.
so..
went to watch lost in translation tday
SOME parts were QUITE funnie but other than tht the show is really terrible
and very very boring
almost fell asleep..
and yes tournament's in a weeks time which means lesser time to study :(
ahhh! and geog test on fri was a total flop.
although i slept only for 3 hrs and crammin evrything in durin the first 4 periods..
wl and i were desperate mans
durin morn jog we were memorising the facts like shit
poor sheena had to listen to evrythin.. hahas
and according to sherwood, we are quite dead
cos ck, wl and i were looking up during the paper and she said there shdnt even be time for us to look up !
yea so there goes the possibility of passing considering the fact tht i crapped so much.
oh wells..
and i don't see much in coming online anymore so i shall just come during weekends..
howdy ho! 12:01 AM
Sunday, February 1
say anything ; good charlotte
here i am on
the phone again, and
awkward silence is
on the other end
i used to know the sound
of a smile in your voice
but right now
all i feel
is the pain of the fighting
starting up again
all the things we talk about
you know they stay on my mind
on my mind
all the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time
after time after time
don't say a word
i know you feel the same
just give me a sign
say anything, say anything
please don't walk away
i know you wanna stay
just give me a sign
say anything, say anything
some say that
time changes
best friends can
become strangers
but i don't want that
no, not for you
if you just stay with me, we can make it through
so here we are again
the same old argument
howdy ho! 11:20 PM
x its hard to get out x
saturday ;
had trng in the morn
super tired cos i only slept for 4 hrs the day before.
then headed to koh's house
was late as usual and i forgot to bring oranges !
but i still got my ang bao.. hehes
yepp koh had to leave for dinner so he sent ck, jm and me to sengkang nel
took a bus to j8 to buy stuff..
headed home where i cooked dinner !
and yes i broke my first egg !
ahha first time in my entire life
and the texture is exactly the same as the xiao guo mian's one
nicer than my mums one also !
haha first step in becoming a cook though i spent 10 mins tryin to light the stove only to realise tht i forgot to turn on the gas..
sunday ;
went for tuition without chow :(
as usual half way through started to talk alot of crap
went home and slept like a pig
fell asleep with the phone in my hand..
the first cut is the deepest ;
sheryl crow
i would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and he's taken just all that i have
but if you want i'll try to love again
baby, i'll try to love again, but i know..
the first cut is the deepest
baby i know
the first cut is the deepest
but when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me, he's worse..
i still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
and i'm sure gonna give you a try
if you want i'll try to love again,
baby, i'll try to love again..
howdy ho! 5:04 PM