Monday, April 26
oh mans my friggin comp deleted all my files..
am so saddddd !!! all the photos, notes and songs gone !!
my songs !! ugh ugh ugh. dammit.
now my msn is the damn outdated version..
cant even see the picture !
arghhhhhhh !!
howdy ho! 11:47 PM
Thursday, April 22
x stop me thinking and wondering why x
my grades aint getting better despite the fact tht im studyin even harder
and.. i don't even last min study nowadays unlike before where i wld cram evrythin the day before and then wake up at wee hours to finish my studying..
and the best part is i don't even sleep in class !! okay wowws..
all those times spent sleeping are spent doin all my hwk so when i reach home i practically dont have to do any hwk cos i have done evrythin in sch already..
its getting kinda depressing mans.
so anyways that aside,
we had our debating finals todays !!
felt so emotional when the speakers were sayin their speeches..
it was really a great fight with unity though we lost.
but nevertheless, we are still second out of like the rest of the classes.
thts smth to be proud of :))
yepps cip this sat from 8 to 12..
goshh. please kindly bring money to donate :)
and i don't wanna shout
and i don't wanna scream
and i don't wanna talk all night about these stupid things
because its like that
and that's the way it is
howdy ho! 11:14 PM
Sunday, April 18
story of a girl who can't move on ;
" u know, your situation is just like a person standing in the middle of the road. at first, the road's clear and all. u feel safe. then suddenly, u c a car comin' towards u. people would usually either move to a new position or stay there in shock hoping that the car brakes. in your case, u're stayin there in shock as u c the car grow bigger as it approaches.
Do u want to move? if not, then i'll hafta hafta pull u away. but what if u still refuse to budge? then i'll hafta do what i'm doin now, which is, standing in front of u, hoping the impact of the car wouldnt affect u as much... "
it is actually qt meaningful if you come to think of it :)
if you know who wrote this, shhhhhhh..
howdy ho! 1:37 PM
x the only memory that lies x
sports day was a blast man !
reached sch at one though it only starts at 4
yen lydia and i were like studyin our ss at the forum.
dammit alot of pages. like 54 pages of propoganda !!
hais.. then went to help out a little as err backup..
haha very slack lah.
cheerleading was good !!!
ahhh blue house got second !
wl must be super super duper happy nows.
took qt a num of photos too !
ohoh mr koh came back !
and he had to ask me whether im still late for sch.
of cos NOT ! i haven't been late the whole of this term mans..
yipes so anyways cant rmbr much except tht blue house won agn !
then headed to j8 to eat at crystal jade with ck and xiu !
haha ck is damn damn kiasu loh..
i was like " since you're so hungry then go crystal jade there and buy bread lah.."
and she was like " OH YAH ! "
then hurry check her watch. and then ran all the way out so friggin enthusiastically !!
and tht was cos it was already late then crystal jade had 30% off.
she came back with a whole bag of bread worth $7.40 !
she bought for her whole family !
then she was so so enthu she went to call her mum to tell her the wonderful news !
and guess what ! her mum bought the same thing too !
biangs ehh.. like mother like daughter..
then ck and xiu had a laughed a hell lot when i told them abt bathing.
and its not even exactly funny ?
weirdos !!
so headed home aft like tourin j8 for a qt abit..
all the shops were closed anyways.
back to propoganda.. :)
it's amazing till now i still daren't read the mails tht were sent again..
howdy ho! 12:07 AM
Tuesday, April 13
x jumping through the riddle x
had sports day rehearsal todays.
was hot mans and xinyu, yen and i decided to be backups !
then no need wear yucky tshirts and stand in the crowd..
but of cos on tht day still must help out and stuff lahs.
had a slack trng..
jude didnt come !
so we just played match and mr ng joined in !
he's damn nice mans.
the nicest tcher in schhh ! :))
why can't the boys be the toys
that the girls want the boys to be
and why can't the girls see the world
that the boys want the girls to see, yeah
howdy ho! 6:54 PM
Monday, April 12
someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why i wasn't meant for you..
in places no one will find
all your feelings so deep inside
was there that i realized
that forever was in your eyes
the moment i saw you cry..
but i can't..
howdy ho! 4:05 PM
Friday, April 9
i'm still here ; vertical horizon
i found the pieces in my hand
they were always there
it just took some time to understand
you gave me words i just can't say
so if nothing else
i'll hold on while you drift away
cause everything you wanted me to hide
is everything that makes me feel alive
cities grow
rivers flow
where you are, i'll never know
but i'm still here
if you were right and i was wrong
why are you the one that's gone
i'm still here
still here
seeing the ashes in my heart
the smile the widest
when i cry inside and my insides blow apart
i tried to wear another face
just to make you proud
just to make you put me in my place
but everything you wanted to take from me
is everything that i could never be
maybe tonight
it's gonna be alright
i will get better
maybe today
it's gonna be okay
i will remember
i held the pieces of my soul
i was shattered and i wanted you to come and make me whole
when i saw you yesterday
but you didn't noticed
and you just walked away
cause everything you wanted me to hide
is everything that makes me feel alive
cities grow
rivers flow
where you are, i'll never know
but i'm still here
if you were right and i was wrong
why are you the one who's gone
and i'm still here
the lights go out, the bridges burn
once you're gone, you can't return
i'm still here
remember how you use to say i'd be the one to runaway
but i'm still here
this is a nice song alright :)
howdy ho! 1:05 PM
x lying in a dream now everything's alright x
thursday ;
long and busy day yesterday..
so started off the day with the usual lessons..
tralala i cant remember what happened durin this period of time..
then during recess celebrated all the birthdays of those pple born in april.
and when it comes to eating the cake, evry mth its always the same pple gobbling them up..
CHIKI AND XINYU !! ahhh pigs pigs pigs..
so sch ended and then headed to fareast for geri's dad chicken rice with my dearest pet chicken cum dasao, yeung chiki !!
its nice nice :))) shall go there and eat agn some other time..
then headed to coffeebean to study.
and yes ! the woman got my name right at last !
u know like have to write the name on the cup of what u ordered ?
yeaa but just tht she spelt wrongly..
saw my michelle, fei's dad, sis and ekkers ! haha nice dkny shirt !
okays studyin was pretty constructive cept for some pple who stoned the whole day and talked so much crap..
then rushed back home cos ekkers coming to fetch sis and i..
went max brenners with ekkers and gang..
all the old people. hahas. but its fun lah..
so anyways was damn full after the treat cos i was so bloated with water !!
thanks yous ekkers for the treat !! :D
friday ;
parents went to church alr and my sis is out to watch the passion of the christ.
and now its raining super heavily..
my mum says its SHOWERS OF BLESSINGS..
so yea thank God !! :)
shall study soon and not procrastinate :)
oh yeaas loads of new clothes at mango. *ding ding ding* :)))
howdy ho! 12:54 PM
Sunday, April 4
x falling back into those memories x
back frm delta !
damn tired nowws..
so anyways im just blogging for the date !!
its
040404 !! yays :) once in a life timeee unless u wait till 4th april 3004
laterss :)
that's when i love you ; aslyn
when u have to look away
when u don't have much to say
that's when i love u
i love u just that way
to hear u stumble when u speak
or see u walk with two left feet
that's when i love you
i love u endlessly
and when your mad cause u lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby i love u
i love u anyway
cause here's my promise made tonight
u can count on me for life
cause that's when i love u
when nothing u do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when i love u
when i love u
no matter what
so when u turn to hide your eyes
cause the movie it made u cry
that's when i love u
i love u
a little more each time
and when u can't quite match you clothes
or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when i love u i love u
more then u know
and when u forgot that we had a date
or that look that u give when u show up late
baby i love u, i love u anyway..
this is a nicee sappy love song.. :)))
howdy ho! 2:54 PM
x sink deep into those magic dreams x
saturday ;
watched the passion of the christ today !!
its good ! i mean its like damn gruesome and all but its nice..
but its very very saddening and heart wrenching also.
at some points, you can't help but cryyy.. ahhs
go watch it !! if you can sneak in :)
yepps then went to eat supper !
haha saw like 2 pple in like half an hr..
very coincidental mans.
match tmrw have to wake up early then its back to studyin :(
and and there's smth tht i feel quite happy about !
feel very evilll but but i can't help it..
so so i shall make myself happy for a while.. hahahs :)
this love has taken its toll on me
she said goodbye too many times before
and her heart is breaking in front of me
i have no choice cause i won't say goodbye anymore
howdy ho! 12:38 AM
Thursday, April 1
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY !!! :)
today was a dammit funny day excluding the fact abt my maths test.
so anyways !!
started the day off by having this crazy shit idea abt fainting cos i have low blood pressure so easier to trick pple..
so during recess along the corridor..
i started laughin like shit but STILL i managed to faint..
andd... there was nobody in sight !!!
so ck and wl was like "eh get up lah no one here.. xinyu and claire go off already. later then faint.."
failed attempt number one :(
then after recess while walkin back to class i tried to faint AGAIN !
and then my head was facing the floor and i was shaking like mad cos it was so funny..
but i still pretended like i was crying.
and then xinyu said " eh maro, next time u faint cannot faint like that must faint like this.."
was unsuccessful although ck very much tried to make it real..
failed attempt number two :((
and then after chi lesson i pretended i had a terrible tummy ache and like wanting to faint on kanglin..
and she was like " today april fools hor..stomach very pain ah..hahaha"
failed attempt number three :(((
ahh then wl, ck and i wanted to stick some paper on joanne..
but she found out like 2 mins after !!
so errrr failed attempt number four ?
and so in conclusion, i cant act and i cant lie..
went town after tht with ck and wl
ate and studied abit..
saw alot of people, was damn coincidental..
yepps so tht sums up my day :|
howdy ho! 9:22 PM